My little best friend

I don’t even think he gets that he is my little best friend. How being in his presence brings me so much joy. How if I could, I’d still love to cuddle him all night and how I always want to hold his hand. I hope he will always want to be Mommy’s lil love. I hope he always knows I will be his confidant. I will laugh with him and cry with him. I will hold him when he is upset and even when he’s mad at me. When I miscarried his twin, the pain was so intense. My heart was breaking. And when I saw one baby on the ultrasound, heartbeat going strong, I thought, this baby is going to be my sunshine. He’s going to help me forget the pain I went thru to get him earth side. He will bring me so much happiness. And boy does he. He exceeds all my expectations for who I pictured my son to be. He is my joyful Jacks. I’d be lost without him. He loves me the way I need to he loved and I know that was Gods doing.